Goner

by Early Graves

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released 22 June 2010

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Early Graves San Francisco, California

Contact: Mark Vieira- mark@goodfightentertainment.com

Booking: Andrew Rice www.aviationtalent.net andrew@aviationtalent.net

General: earlygraves@gmail.com

Early Graves: a mixture of old school Swedish death metal and American hardcore punk and have drawn comparisons to Napalm Death, Carcass, Tragedy and Testament among other.
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Track Name: GONER
GONER



Let me die.

Let me die and be done with this before i change my mind

and I'm sorry...I can't wait.

I'd rather just spray the walls at the back of my head.

And no, I don't care.

I'd rather you just forget me now. Don't waste your memories.

I just can't be here anymore.



everyone that i've ever loved i've failed.

everything that i touch just turns to shit.

I never could change a fucking thing, I swear...

what i mean to say is that i'm a gone gone goner.



I hear the sirens call my name.

Too many tears that i had to make.

Just leave me where i lay.

"I'd rather burnout than fade away"



Too many hellhounds on my trail.

just let me die.

just let me go.



Let me die.

Let me die and be done with this before i change my mind

and I'm sorry

I can't wait

I'd rather just spray the walls at the back of

my head.



Idon'tfuckingcareIdontfuckingcareIdontfuckingcareIdontfuckingcare



Dear anyone that I've ever loved,

I've let you down.



Dear anyone who ever needed me,

I've let you down.



Dear anyone who ever thought i could change,

I've let you down.



Dear anyone who'll ever read this note,

I've always let you down.
Track Name: FAITH IS SHIT
FAITH IS SHIT



You said that it would be best if we left it up to god

I said you see this glass, this empty heart, they'll never be thawed.



All hell is is all right now and i've never felt more at home.

So fill this up my lonely cup that never has or will be enough.



Don't save me.



You said that you could be saved if you let him in your heart

I shrugged and said I could never tell heaven and hell apart.



You asked what happens at the end of our life

I said hell is a hangover and heaven is an endless black night.



Don't save me.



So save your worthless prayers.

For yourself.

For yourself.

For yourself.



Don't save me.



Your faith in faith is shit.



you'd rather spend your whole life down on your knees.

I'd rather spend it forgetting it all.



It's all the same to me.
Track Name: OLD BONES
OLD BONES



I've ground them down to dust and scattered them to the wind.

I'll keep burying them so that I can pretend that

I won't come home to find them screaming in my closet of how

much I've sinned.



goddamn these old bones

goddamn these old bones

feelings of regret, piling up too much debt waiting for death like a

blessed sunset.



I've said this time "I'm prepared for hell"

I've said this time "I want no farewells"

I've said this time "I've already resign"



I'm out of time.



goddamn these old bones

goddamn these old bones

feelings of regret, piling up too much debt waiting for death like a

blessed sunset.



Time is at our heels collecting those debts of what we learn to accept

and what to never forget.

I've wasted my whole life trying to forgive myself so here's to you,

my crown of shit.



We claw and tear for another breath but it's hard to breathe when

there's nothing left.

I've spent my whole life trying to forgive myself so here's to you,

my crown of shit.
Track Name: ROT
ROT



It's best you know about all this now.

It's best you know why i couldn't tell you.

It's best you know why i'm so cold.

It's best you know...



Why? I don't know.



Ready to rot.

Ready to rot.

Ready to rot inside the fucking ground.



It's best you know about all this now.

It's best you know why i couldn't tell you.

It's best you know why i'm so cold.

It's best you know...



Why?

I don't know.



Ready to rot.

Ready to rot.

Ready to rot inside the fucking ground.



I never cared whether i woke up to see anything ever again.

I never cared if I meant something to you,

to me or anyone else.



I should I have done it sooner. pulled the trigger this same time

last year. At least I wouldn't have been a burden to you, to

me or anyone else.
Track Name: MAY DAY
MAYDAY



I've hit rock bottom again and i don't wanna call for help.

I've been clawing at these walls, With nooses around my neck.



I've folded all my cards.



May Day.



I'm burning wicks at both ends.



May Day.



it's true i'm coming undone.



May Day.



I need these shovel wings to get me to that coffin

Red night terrors and god, I smile at this all too often.



I'm crashing down bursting in flames.



May Day.



I need a touch of mercy you say.



May Day.



I'm checking out.



May Day
Track Name: WRAITHS
WRAITHS



Keep your hatchets close and your wraiths closer.

give no quarter.

light my way in black.



No one shall inherit the earth.



Never forgive.



I've always believed in vengeance.

too much is never enough.

I'll carry out that sentence

with a different kind of love.



No one shall inherit the earth.



Vengeance guide my hand.

Vengeance give me strength.

Vengeance mother of god,

take me to the brink.



Vengeance, let the blood run,

let it fill the sea

Vengeance, turn the knife on me.

Then I'll finally be free.
Track Name: GIVE UP
GIVE UP



In your loneliest night where you crawled and screamed and you ran out

of friends to blame

Where you drank yourself through those sorry years,

and being dead by thirty was your only aim.



In your loneliest night where you already knew that you were meant to lose

Where were those easy words?

You threw in the towel and were finally through.



I give up. I give up.

I'm tired of fighting wars I just can't win.



I give up. I give up.

I'm tired of fighting wars I just can't win.



In your loneliest night when your father died and how the thought still

breaks your heart

Where you tried to forgive the world but you knew your knives, they would

never starve.



In your loneliest night when you realized that, that your heart was

finally hung,

where were those easy words?

where you closed your eyes and we're finally done.



I give up. I give up.

I'm tired of fighting wars that I just can't win.

I give up. I give up.

I'm tired of fighting wars that I just can't win.



You just can't fucking win.



I give up.
Track Name: TRAUMA
IM A FUCKING MESS.
Track Name: BASTARD TEARS
BASTARD TEARS



I'm on the run again.



From myself and an avalanche making for the hills from a surrendered past.

A haunted face looking in the mirror waking from heartache and a

familiar fear of

Borrowed time being paid by fools, where I keep my eyes closed no

matter how cruel.



Our lives crashing down all around our ears.

Like the dreams and hopes that seemed so near.



I think I might just be dreaming again.

Waiting to fade away, waiting for the end.



I think I'm always drinking too much,

when what I hold against everyone is a coward's grudge.



I'm on the run.



I miss my father from time to time.

I know it's fucked but at least it's mine.



I'm on the run.



From all the love that I'll never know.

So I'll stay here in heaven below.



I'm on the run.
Track Name: HARM
HARM



I'll bear it all.



I don't believe in much of anything anymore.

I'll bear it all.

Not that there is much anymore to believe in anyways.



It's always worse after midnight

no rest in sleep, no rest in life.



Let's end this

before it end us all.



hopeless hands reaching for the sky before going head first

into a stillborn sea like the rest of you, like the rest of me.



I don't believe in much of anything anymore.

I'll bear it all.

Not that there is much anymore to believe in anyways



It's always worse come daylight

No hands to hold so alone we get old



Let's end this

before it end us all.



I'll bear it all.



To dream of bleak grey shores, endless rolling waves. crashing. silently.

nothing else to hear, or see or know.



Grief upon grief.

My cup runneth over.